sabato 23 febbraio 2008

My soul roams with the sea




This tale is true, and mine. It tells

How the sea took me, swept me back

And forth in sorrow and fear and pain,

Showed me suffering in a hundred ships.

In a thousand ports, and in me. It tells

Of smashing surf when I sweated in the cold

Of an anxious watch, perched in the bow

As it dashed under cliffs. My feet were cast

In icy bands, bound with frost,

with frozen chains and hardship groaned

Around my heart. Hunger tore

At my sea-weary soul. No man sheltered

On the quiet fariness of earth can feel

How wretched I was, drifting through winter

On an ice-cold sea, whirled in sorrow,

Alone in a world blown clear of love,

Hung with icicles. The hailstorms flew.

The only sound was the raoring sea,

The freezing waves. The song of the swan

Might serve for pleasure, the cry of the sea-fowl,

The death-noise of birds instead of laughter,

The mewing of gulls instead of mead.

Storms beat on the rocky cliffs and were echoed

By icy-feathered terns and the eagle's screams;

No kinsman could offer comfort there,

To a soul left drowning in desolation.

And who could believe, knowing but

The passion of cities, swelled proud with wine

And no taste of misfortune, how often, how wearily,

I put myself back on the paths of the sea.

Night would blacken; it would snow from the north;

Frost bounda the earth and hail would fall,

The coldest seeds. And how my heart

Would begin to beat, knowing once more

The salt waves tossing and the torewing sea!

The time for journeys would come and in my soul

Called me eagerly our, sent me oveer

The horizon, seeking foreigners' homes.

But there isn't a man on earth so proud,

So born to greatness, so bold with his youth,

Grown so brave, or so graced by God,

That he feels no fear as the sails unfurl

Wondering what Fate has willed and will do.

No harps ring in his heart, no rewards.

No passion for women, no worldly pleasure,

Nothing, only the ocean's heave;

But longing wraps itself around him.

Orchards blossom, the towns bloom.

Fields grow lovely as the world spring fresh,

And all these admonish that willing mind

Leaping to journey, always set

In thoughts travelling on a quicening tide.

So summer's sentile, the cuckoo, sings,

In his murmuring voice, and our hearts mourn

As he urgers. Who could understand,

In ignorant ease, what we others suffer

As the paths of exile stretch endlessly on?

And yet my heart wanders away,

My soul roams with the sea, the whales'

Home, wandering to the widest corners

Of the world, returning ravenous with desire,

Flying solitary, screaming, exciting me

To the open ocean, breaking oaths

On the curve of a wave.



                                                                                               



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